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Literature
The First Writer.
Sometimes I wish that I could be like the First Writer.
Who made rivers out of ink,
And forests out of paper.
And as he demonstrated
The best plot twists always come later.
He retires to his recliner at the end of every day,
And he watches them pass the ball around the same exact way.
Will I be left alone
As he fades away?
We're all just skin and bones
Will I realize that some day?
I've always felt like I had to scream but had no mouth.
All kinds of pent up feelings that desperately needed out.
The compass in my heart
Was always pointing south.
My mind was plagued with lies;
My soul was struck with doubt.
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Literature
Curiosity
"You're so smart--you shouldn't let that go to waste."
I'm not smart, I'm just curious.
"He who increaseth knowledge; increaseth sorrow" and Curiosity killed the Cat.
Uneasy sidelong glances, confusion in their eyes.
Chopping my heart up to try and make the smart Choice.
I can feel their sorrow in my veins.
I'm not a genius; I'm just a fool who's trying to seem smart.
The gears used to never stop, but now they're gathering dust, they're heavy with rust.
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Literature
So Much Pain
Peppermint on my breath,
Sinful thoughts in my head.
It's surprising to me
To think that I'm not dead.
In spite of the dread
That lived in my bed
And from there would spread
To the people who cared most for me: those few
Took care of me,
Made sure I had clothes and food,
So I tried not to be rude,
But that was in vain
And I caused so much pain.
So much pain.
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Literature
For Her
Now I am wondering
If you can hear my heartbeat thundering
When I'm thinking about you
You be my Capulet and I'll be your Montague.
And don't worry about the few who
Might not completely agree
Ranging from Shakespeare to our century.
Look, all I'm saying is this:
What I really need is just one kiss
In order to help me survive;
I'd do anything for it, maybe even skydive.
I hope you understand I've got a plan to be your man.
If not, here, allow me to expand
On an important topic that we all call love:
You're my angel, sweetheart, I think you're sent from above.
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Literature
Digitally Aged
the fiber optics:
plugging them into my head,
i'm alive again.
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Literature
LandFeel
You'll probably
think
I'm cute
until I
open
up my
mouth.
Those sidelong
glances
are real-
ly fill-
ing me
with doubt.
I hit "Enter" too much. I'm sorry.
This will be one of the messy ones. I'm sorry.
The pretty lights, they fill my eyes, and my simple heart must sing.
A smile forms, I'm mesmerized, the escape this keyboard brings.
It brings evil things as well.
I see two people, in a fake union, pretending their actions mean something.
But they'll both leave with paychecks and never speak again.
(i'm disgusting.)
keep calling me cute until my heart explodes and i'll die happy
because i am
a hopeless fan
of things that are too sappy
my pillowcase is growing mildew from all the tears.
most people no longer wet the bed, but they don't outgrow their fears.
the dark still scares me, and i fear dying alone.
i don't want to be alone.
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Literature
Rosebush
Finding too much beauty in too many
Has always been my problem.
Gorgeous people presenting dilemmas,
And I don't know how to solve them.
Someone whose skin will be pressed against mine,
who will tenderly hold my heart close.
I'm prepared, I've learned and am willing
To bleed so I might pick the perfect rose.
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Literature
3...2...1.
my heartbeat
slowing
down,
the valves are
sealing
shut.
there's no one
else a-
round.
so i look
at this
smut.
-----------------------
disgusted
by my-
self
try to for-
get it
all.
remember
who i
was
before my
lonely
fall.
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Literature
At Least It Was Ice Cream Cake...
One perpetual pity party.
I'm the only one invited.
The cake is coated with wax,
Due to candles past-ignited.
The poison clouds my thoughts;
No matter how hard I fight it,
This is where I stay--
Cursed, afflicted, blighted.
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Literature
S.E.X.Y
So, is it true that you think I'm perfectly petite?
Electrifying in how my hips meet my spine meets my skull meets my cheekbones?
Xylophones play in my heart when you call me beautiful.
Your emphasis on each syllable drives me wild.
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Literature
Nebula
Cut me deep:
Blood won't be what spills out;
Instead nebulae will spurt
From the wound.
Stars exploding from my veins,
Capillaries bursting like supernovae.
Pull me in beyond your event horizon
Because I'm tired of drifting through my lonely cosmos behind my eyes.
Hold me in your all-consuming embrace.
You and I will both be lost
In the ensuing galactic hemorrhage.
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Literature
Incision Here
i trap these words on the page
so they don't kill me in my sleep.
ashamed of who i am, and what i've done,
i pray for help, but i
always turn away in the end.
i'm so scared of dying alone so i'm
desperately trying to find the one but
in my desperation i've gouged out so many hearts.
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Literature
Leaving a Trail
bind me in some chains,
tie me in those ropes
for my own good; don't let me run away again.
you can hog-tie me, i could care less;
as long as i'm the one who gets to see under that dress
and hold you.
my poetry is awful, and so are my pick-up lines.
i hope that that's okay, and this comes off as intimate.
sorry, this stanza didn't quite rhyme.
there are too many women in my life,
so i'm sorry if i hurt you. sorry if i cause strife.
but i know how i am and don't expect any more from myself.
i flirt too much, but i still want you (whoever you are) to be my last kiss.
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Literature
Dalliance
Music and God and poetry are keeping me from
letting my breath
escape my lips one final time.
Those three things, plus your beautiful eyes.
Your beautiful smile.
Only problem is, I can't make up my mind about who you are.
Which one you are.
(i'm so sorry)
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Literature
There's a Sewer Under My Skin.
the turtle shrinks back into her shell;
snails close their eyes, winking in fear
before they are pulled straight out of their spirals.
the way my own blood feels coursing through my filthy veins--
i can barely stand it:
sticky black platelets clogging my thoughts like sewage.
A septic tank full of my sins haunts the back of my skull and sometimes the stench creeps to the forefront of my thoughts and it lingers there until I am nothing.
Nothing but putty in the hands of a demon.
Why would anyone want to eavesdrop on the inside of my head?
I can barely tolerate the incessant squelch of my brain
Inside my creaking skull.
spiraling into the abyss behind my eye sockets,
drowning in my shame,
hateful thoughts filling my lungs,
my arms
too weak to grasp the life preserver.
Which is fine. My life is hardly worth preserving.
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Literature
Pliers
the past is ignoble;
the memories are rotten teeth
that i need to pull out
i'm no expert in dentistry,
and i haven't the tools to do this,
but i'll grab the pliers and reach in the back
the pain will lessen with time
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point, inflated and fragile;
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as my fingers inch up to save my soul.
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Sometimes I wish that I could be like the First Writer.
Who made rivers out of ink,
And forests out of paper.
And as he demonstrated
The best plot twists always come later.

He retires to his recliner at the end of every day,
And he watches them pass the ball around the same exact way.

Will I be left alone
As he fades away?
We're all just skin and bones
Will I realize that some day?

I've always felt like I had to scream but had no mouth.
All kinds of pent up feelings that desperately needed out.
The compass in my heart
Was always pointing south.
My mind was plagued with lies;
My soul was struck with doubt.
"You're so smart--you shouldn't let that go to waste."

I'm not smart, I'm just curious.

"He who increaseth knowledge; increaseth sorrow" and Curiosity killed the Cat.

Uneasy sidelong glances, confusion in their eyes.

Chopping my heart up to try and make the smart Choice.

I can feel their sorrow in my veins.

I'm not a genius; I'm just a fool who's trying to seem smart.

The gears used to never stop, but now they're gathering dust, they're heavy with rust.
Peppermint on my breath,
Sinful thoughts in my head.
It's surprising to me
To think that I'm not dead.
In spite of the dread
That lived in my bed
And from there would spread
To the people who cared most for me: those few
Took care of me,
Made sure I had clothes and food,
So I tried not to be rude,
But that was in vain
And I caused so much pain.

So much pain.
Now I am wondering
If you can hear my heartbeat thundering
When I'm thinking about you
You be my Capulet and I'll be your Montague.
And don't worry about the few who
Might not completely agree
Ranging from Shakespeare to our century.

Look, all I'm saying is this:
What I really need is just one kiss
In order to help me survive;
I'd do anything for it, maybe even skydive.

I hope you understand I've got a plan to be your man.
If not, here, allow me to expand
On an important topic that we all call love:
You're my angel, sweetheart, I think you're sent from above.
For Her
I can hardly remember who this was about. Really old poem now. Kinda sounds dumb imo.

Just goes to show how stupid I get when I'm head over heels for someone.
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the fiber optics:
plugging them into my head,
i'm alive again.
1. Who was the last person you held hands with?
I can't remember. ;-;
2. Are you outgoing or shy?
I'm really shy and quiet, especially around girls, but it doesn't take me long to open up around new people. Then I'm kind of the life of the party/social gathering.
3. Who are you looking forward to seeing?
I'm always happy to see my dogs when I get home. There are some people I see from time to time at church and stuff and I like seeing them. I don't get out of the house as much as I probably should besides that though. 
4. Are you easy to get along with?
I try to get along with everyone I meet, because what's the point in not getting along? Just because you and someone don't perfectly see eye-to-eye, doesn't always mean you can't be friends.
5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?
They'd probably help me to my room/house and try to encourage me not to do it again once I'm sober.
6. What kind of people are you attracted to?
Girls who are shorter than me, because I'm short, and want to feel tall. Girls who find my manic personality cute are a no-brainer as well. ._.;
7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now?
I hope so. I get lonely.
8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind?
A girl I met at a church camp who in a way, reminds me of me. For whatever reason, she likes me. I don't know what there is to like about me but I'm not complaining. 
9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?
I mean, I think about it more than I should, but whenever I end up talking about it I find that I stutter a lot and hesitate to use certain words.
10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?
The last I can remember is one of my cousins on the way home from a movie.
11. What does the most recent text that you sent say?
"It's fine. Have a nice day" to someone who had gotten the wrong number.
12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now?
Shooting Star - The Bag Raiders
Every Twenty One Pilots song
Don't Stop Me Now - Queen
Unsteady - X Ambassadors
Land Down Under - Men at Work
13. Do you like it when people play with your hair?
I'd love that if it ever happened. Like, as;dlkfjg;kljgf;a
14. Do you believe in luck and miracles?
I believe more in miracles then in luck. But both yeah.
15. What good thing happened this summer?
Getting to know my cousins better, hanging out with them more.
16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
Yeah, because I make stupid decisions. Actually she wasn't that good at kissing :p
17. Do you think there is life on other planets?
I believe it's possible. And secretly hope we meet other life one day. I've read too many sci-fi novels for it to never happen.
18. Do you still talk to your first crush?
Nope. I think her name was Katie or something, met her in kindergarten. 
19. Do you like bubble baths?
I really honestly prefer showers. 
20. Do you like your neighbors?
I mean both my neighbors are family, so even if I didn't like them, I'd be obligated to be nice. :p
21. What are you bad habits?
I fidget a lot, and talk to myself. I've got other ones but I'm not gonna mention them.
22. Where would you like to travel?
I don't care as long as I get to travel. :D 
23. Do you have trust issues?
As much as I hate to admit it, yeah, I do. It's not for no reason though. I have my reasons, which I'll keep to myself, because I have issues. Yeah.
24. Favorite part of your daily routine?
Going back to sleep. ._.
25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with?
I worry about my height, my hair, and other stuff. Guy stuff, that most guys probably also worry about. I also wish I could grow better facial hair.
26. What do you do when you wake up?
It honestly depends. I usually go back to sleep for a few more hours.
27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?
I mean, I'm okay with being pale. I don't tan, I get sunburnt, and I don't like the way I look when tan either.
28. Who are you most comfortable around?
My cute puppers. Also I'm usually more comfortable around people I don't see in person than people I see day-to-day.
29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up?
Yeah.. 
30. Do you ever want to get married?
..Yeah.. Like, a lot, actually.
31. If your hair long enough for a pony tail?
Yo I could rock a man-bun. Fo' sho.
32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with?
*cough* Aubrey Plaza and Emma Stone *cough cough* ._.;;
33. Spell your name with your chin.
mjnZAc olbn 
34. Do you play sports? What sports?
Do video games count? I used to take martial arts and I ran track my sophomore year of high school. I like to swim. That's about it.
35. Would you rather live without TV or music?
without TV because most of what's on is garbage. I would literally die if I couldn't listen to music.
36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them?
Of course.
37. What do you say during awkward silences?
I often just apologize for being bad at making conversation.
38. Describe your dream girl/guy?
smol cute grill, loves me in spite of how dumb i can be. yes pls <3
39. What are your favorite stores to shop in?
GameStop *_*
40. What do you want to do after high school?
I have no idea. I'm scared I'll never be able to figure myself out, and that I'll be a burden on my family and society. (Too deep, swim up)
41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
I believe that very deeply. There are things I've done for which I don't even deserve to be alive, but I am. I believe everyone should be offered forgiveness and love.
42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean?
If I'm by myself, that's normal. If I'm with family, it's because they're talking over me. If I'm with friends, I'm probably sad or angry about something.
43. Do you smile at strangers?
Sometimes. Either that or I give a polite wave.
44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?
Both would be awesome but I'd have to pick space. Space is beautiful and terrifying all at the same time and I love it a;sdlkgjf I love looking up at the stars at night soooo much sdfjl;k
45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning?
The desire to not be useless.
46. What are you paranoid about?
I get paranoid about people who I know have no reason to dislike me or lie to me. I end up thinking that they've lied to me or are trying to exclude me from stuff, even when there's not any evidence to back up my fears. Happened really recently. I felt dumb about it, didn't tell anyone except a cousin of mine.
47. Have you ever been high?
Nope.
48. Have you ever been drunk?
Yeah. Spiced rum is bad for you m'kay? It'll make you try to invite every young woman on your college campus back to your dorm with you. M'KAY?
49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about?
Yeah. Haven't we all?
50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore?
Orange I guess.
51. Ever wished you were someone else?
I'm sure I have, nothing comes to mind though.
52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself?
I wish that I was a little taller sometimes, or that I could concentrate better on things.
53. Favourite makeup brand?
._.
54. Favourite store?
GameStop. Or places with food. I like Sheetz because I like to get the milkshakes.
55. Favourite blog?
What is a b-l-o-g? 
56. Favourite colour?
Green. Or blue, or red. I dunno. I like colors.
57. Favourite food? 
Probably spaghetti. Nevermind, chicken. I love chicken.
58. Last thing you ate?
Chicken. Delicious chick-chick.
59. First thing you ate this morning?
Nothing yet.
60. Ever won a competition? For what?
I won a spelling bee in grade school. The word I spelled to win was vanilla. My mom said she saw me get this little smirk when they read the word to me, because I'd known that I had won. I lost a spelling bee after that and was so mad at myself I started crying. There is no e at the end of mattress. It is not a word of French origin. fldkaj;lkj
61. Been suspended/expelled? For what?
I've probably been suspended before. 
62. Been arrested? For what?
BEING TOO DAMN HOT, DAMN. DAYUMN. nothing i'm a very unremarkable person .-.
63. Ever been in love? 
I don't wanna talk about it. ._.
64. Tell us the story of your first kiss?
I was in the gifted program with this girl. This girl thought I was cute, so she actually offered to kiss me on the bus if I sat next to her. I was like "hell yeah i get to kiss a girl wowzers" so I did and she just kinda leaned over and pecked me on the lips. and, my heart kind of jumped into my brain. She and I may have started making out on the way to where we took our gifted program classes. I ended up dating her for a little bit.
65. Are you hungry right now?
GIVE ME FOOD PLS
66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends?
I don't have a tumblr anymore.
67. Facebook or Twitter?
Twitter, but I hate social media in general.
68. Twitter or Tumblr?
^
69. Are you watching tv right now?
No, but I'll probably end up watching Ellen with my grandmother.
70. Names of your bestfriends? 
Jared, Kristopher, and Matthew, and Nancy. 
71. Craving something? What?
the sexies, but usually just food. the first thing is because of them gosh-darned hormones and what not
72. What colour are your towels?
There's a blue one and a red one.
72. How many pillows do you sleep with
Two.
73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
I have a Gengar plushie but he's more a decoration than anything. He'll probably get revenge by using Dream Eater on me.
74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have?
Just the one.
75. Favourite animal?
Sharrrskskss. dooo DO DDOOOO DO DODDODODODODODODOODOD sharks
76. What colour is your underwear?
I have gray camo boxer briefs on :3
77. Chocolate or Vanilla?
that's hard. next question.
78. Favourite ice cream flavour?
vanilla, or mint chocolate chip, or butter pecan, or
79. What colour shirt are you wearing?
black
80. What colour pants?
gray, red, and white pajama bottoms
81. Favourite tv show?
bizarre foods with MA BOY ANDREW ZIMMERN
82. Favourite movie?
I can't think of one. Probably Jumanji.
83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2?
wut
84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street?
Get in loser, we're watching 21 Jump Street.
85. Favourite character from Mean Girls?
wut
86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo?
Dory, or the seagulls.
87. First person you talked to today?
My grandmother.
88. Last person you talked to today?
My grandmother. I live with her.
89. Name a person you hate?
I don't like hating people.
90. Name a person you love?
I try to love everyone. :D
91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now?
No das mean dun do it
92. In a fight with someone?
I've come close. I've thrown punches but I've never been in a full on fight.
93. How many sweatpants do you have?
I usually wear nothing but sweatpants and pj bottoms unless I have to go out.
94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have?
many
95. Last movie you watched?
i dunno
96. Favourite actress?
not sure
97. Favourite actor?
Bryan Cranston, probably
98. Do you tan a lot?
what does t-a-n mean?
99. Have any pets?
yes they're precious babies 
100. How are you feeling?
alright i guess
101. Do you type fast?
Yes. Idk know how fast, but I've had people comment on it while talking over chat.
102. Do you regret anything from your past?
Yeah..
103. Can you spell well?
I can but there are certain words that always trip me up. Like exercise. Well, it used to trip me up. I dunno.
104. Do you miss anyone from your past?
Of course. But, it's the past.
105. Ever been to a bonfire party?
A few with family and friends.
106. Ever broken someone’s heart?
Yeah, I'd feel bad about it and then move on. Hopefully they did too. I completely shattered this one person and I still feel horrible about it sometimes. 
107. Have you ever been on a horse?
Yes. They're nice. I like petting them and feeding them grass.
108. What should you be doing?
Probably getting a job or something.
109. Is something irritating you right now?
Nothing at the moment.
110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?
HNNNGGHHHGLASDJKG;FDLGKJ
111. Do you have trust issues?
Heh. 
112. Who was the last person you cried in front of?
Probably my grandmother. I was talking to her about something really personal.
113. What was your childhood nickname?
"Jakey" "Jacoby" "Jakey-poo" That last one is what one of my grandmas calls me.
114. Have you ever been out of your province/state?
I've lived here almost my whole life.
115. Do you play the Wii?
The Wii in 2017 LUL
116. Are you listening to music right now?
Nothing at the moment. I can guarantee I will be later.
117. Do you like chicken noodle soup?
YESSS
118. Do you like Chinese food?
YESSSSSSSSSSS
119. Favourite book?
too many pls don't ask
120. Are you afraid of the dark?
A little. I kinda conquered that fear a little bit when I walked a few miles away from my house in the middle of the night, with no flashlight, for a girl.
121. Are you mean?
Not really. However I recently lost a friend because of my temper, so I'm really trying to get better with it. I don't like hurting people. Like I physically can't stand it so I'm really trying to do better. I feel really bad about it.
122. Is cheating ever okay?
I've been cheated on, and I've cheated. It's wrong. I don't want to talk about it anymore than that.
123. Can you keep white shoes clean?
White shoes are boring, I'd rather wear something with color.
124. Do you believe in love at first sight?
I'm not sure. I feel like it's your personality that will inevitably draw you in with someone. Appearances can be the icebreaker, but you'll have to get to know them before anything meaningful can happen.
125. Do you believe in true love?
Not sure.
126. Are you currently bored?
No, I'm doing this thing.
127. What makes you happy?
Cuddling and kisses and food and music and video games and books and
128. Would you change your name?
I'm pretty okay with my current one.
129. What your zodiac sign?
Taurus
130. Do you like subway?
it's one of my favorites
131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?
I kinda like her too, so I'd probably ask her out.
132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?
;dflaskjg;falkdsfja;sdflk i already told you asdlfjg;k
133. Favourite lyrics right now?
"I'm in love with a shooting star, but she moves so fast, when she falls then I'll be waiting."
134. Can you count to one million?
Why the hell would I? lmao
135. Dumbest lie you ever told?
Too many to count.
136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed?
Closed. 
137. How tall are you?
5'5"
138. Curly or Straight hair?
Straight but it gets wavy as it grows, and just kinda gets outta control.
139. Brunette or Blonde?
For my hair, or others? I'm never dying my hair, but other people can do what they want.
140. Summer or Winter?
winter because then i don't have to feel ashamed about being an antisocial shut-in :D
141. Night or Day?
night, stars are beautiful, i just like staring up at them and focusing on something other than my own issues for a little bit
142. Favourite month?
I dunno.
143. Are you a vegetarian?
I need to eat meat or I'll die. I. Will. Die.
144. Dark, milk or white chocolate?
Why not all 3? :D
145. Tea or Coffee?
Both but I like tea more.
146. Was today a good day?
It's been alright.
147. Mars or Snickers?
Snickers because I've never had a Mars before.
148. What’s your favourite quote?
"Heyyy, that's pretty gooood."
149. Do you believe in ghosts?
Not really, but I like reading ghost stories.
150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page?
"I use my shield as a snowboard to descend from the shrine. Different"
  • Reading: GameInformer
  • Watching: JoJo's Bizarre Adventure
  • Playing: Smite

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I write poetry when I can't stand keeping my words inside anymore.

I struggle with anxiety, depression, and am a recovering porn addict. If you're struggling with anything similar, and you need a friend to talk to, I'll do my best to remind you that you are valuable and loved.

I am a Christian, and while I won't shove my religion down your throat, don't be afraid to ask me questions about my faith if you're curious. I'll answer to the best of my knowledge.

And, above all, I hope you have a wonderful day! :D
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We don't talk as much as we should, so let's change that?
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