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Shaky Breaths
my blood runs cold
as i reach down to hold
it.
now i am unclean,
must wash away the obscene, unseen
from my shivering, frostbitten hands.
my tears have sealed my eyes,
and a lattice of eyelashes block my vision.
if only i could partake
in cellular division.
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Literature
Noise Pollution
People make too much noise.
I'm sorry; I have sensitive ears.
Never getting any time away
Is one of my biggest fears.
I prefer to be somewhat alone;
Responsibility rubs me the wrong way.
As much as I want someone to love,
My God has promised He will stay.
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Literature
I Am Me.
"You're cute until you open your mouth."
Okay.
"You think too much."
Okay.
"You're the dumbest smart-kid I've ever met."
Okay.
"You're too kind for your own good."
Okay.
"You're gorgeous/handsome/sexy/beautiful/a genius/kind."
Thank you.
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Literature
(i'm sorry.)
i know you enjoy these images of my body
but i fear you've already seen too much.
(i'm sorry.)
it's probably for the best if we no longer keep in touch,
or twist, or talk, because i might just hurt you.
(i'm sorry.)
i never really meant to lead you on; i swear it's the truth.
i have needs, my past is dim, and i don't really know what to do.
(i'm sorry.)
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Literature
the Butcher
i can feel the Butcher inside,
hack-hack-hacking away at what remains of my heart.
the Butcher knows just where to cut
to make me bleed out slow.
but i will regain use
of my mangled limbs:
i will unloose
his noose
from around my neck and
escape this hidden calaboose.
my heart will give percussion,
my vocal chords are all i need
to compose an anthem
to who i used to be.
the drums are pounding,
the trumpets blaring,
alone at my wall i'm staring,
and then i sleep.
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Literature
Diagnosis
Tell your doctor if you experience any of the following:
Butterflies in your stomach
Repetitive, romantic daydreams
An inability to speak or think
(Especially in the presence of a specific person)
These symptoms are connected to a disease which can result in severe heart injury.
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Literature
life is good
i have a strange, cold warmth growing inside my ribs.
it feels uncomfortable, yet familiar in an endearing way.
i hope it never stops.
sometimes, i wonder if the reason i'm often so alone is because it's what i truly desire, or if it's what i deserve for my past misdeeds.
but sometimes it's nice.
i enjoy the quiet; i enjoy hearing nothing but the sound of my own thoughts, or the tapping of my keyboard, or the gentle ping heralding the arrival of a text message from someone who actually cares about me.
life is cold and quiet and inexplicably unsettling in its eerie, cozy insomnia.
life is also, however, pretty good.
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Literature
My Soul Is Untitled and Sad.
i have lots to say,
you don't deserve to hear.
The fact that I need to be alone sometimes is evidently a crime to you. An injustice. I didn't realize the legal system was run by a bunch of selfish bastards.
You call me an addict, but the reason I always feel like I need more is probably because you don't let me get a normal amount to begin with. So I crave it. I can feel my thoughts screaming against the inside of my skull. There are sad phantom tears rolling down my cheeks into the dark. There's no escape for me outside of praying not as often as I should, because I'm a fool.
I'm sorry for being who I am.
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Literature
No One's Type
spilling my heart out onto the floor
you'll give a half-hearted smile and say:
"I'm sorry, I can't help you."
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Reflection :iconrightatria:RightAtria 1 2
Literature
Percussion
bum tiss
snare
how could i
dare?
once again,
i'm trapped in your
snare
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Literature
..?
my soul bleeds out through my words:
the only way it can be seen.
sometimes, my thoughts are calm--
at other times, obscene.
whether i prick my thumb,
or amputate my arm,
it always feel serene.
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angels and devils make homes in my head.
because Heaven and Hell are there simultaneously.
hideous horrors and forced flights of fancy
(not to mention asinin alliteration)
decorate the corridors of my mind.
the Holy Spirit and hellfire are both at odds in my heart.
help.
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Literature
The Father of Lies
I find myself in a dim room. On a pedestal of sorts rests a small cross of silver, inlaid with jewels, radiating light of unspeakable purity and warmth. I find myself approaching it, drawn by the feeling it gives me. As I am reaching out to touch it, I hear your voice off in the darkness, and turn to face you.
There you are, seated in a fine chair, catercorner to the glowing pedestal. As much as I hate to admit it, you are almost as gorgeous as the relic I had been walking toward.
Almost.
Your beauty, in comparison to what little good looks I have, makes me feel akin to an ugly little slug. And honeyed words and false promises drip from your lips the way blood drips in rivulets from the festering wound in my shoulder, opened anew by your presence. You smile, reveling in the reopening of old scars, and the calling up of memories I'd rather forget.
I turn away from you, the Father of Lies, and continue on my way to the pedestal. As I approach it, I feel its light closing the gash on my s
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Literature
Repentance
you threw the life preserver,
but i refused to take it.
god, i am so sorry.
eventually you convinced me.
i'm standing on the deck--
standing right next to you.
but sometimes i look down at the waves,
and i feel the urge to jump in again.
i'm so sorry.
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Literature
Hidden
i'm quiet when you're looking at my skin,
but if you looked at my bones
and my muscles underneath,
and gazed at the neurons firing in
a beautiful display
of lightspeed symphony
you'd hear the sounds
the shouts of joy,
the roars of rage,
the screams of anguish.
if you could look beneath me:
only then would you truly know me.
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Literature
TSOOMWILTM
laughing through my tears,
i paint a smile over the lips i've stitched shut.
i can still taste the blood.
i'm freezing.
there's no warm body to hold me.
i have the spirit but i grow impatient (i'm sorry).
worlds are bursting out from within me,
and i struggle with the one around me.
so much beauty and so much pain,
and i will refrain from trying to explain
the things that stumble and stalk through my brain.
part of me wants fame, and to gain material things
but there is one who was slain
so that i may be whole instead of twain.
One day I'll be able to write something decent.
One day I'll be able to stop my descent.
I'll spread both my legs and press against the sides,
The way children do when they change their minds about the slide.
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Bilingual Beauty
She walked into the store
Never seen before
She spoke in tongues
On the phone, as if she sung
Her fragrant coconut shampoo wafts through the air,
And evokes tropic memories that prior weren't there
I wanted to ask
But was I even up to the task?
Perhaps I might...
If she could stay in sight
For just a little longer
So I could say it stronger
What if I don't have the guts?
I'm such a putz!
I'm such a dork
Getting a crush in the middle of work...
This freckled beauty
How she shook me up on duty!
I didn't understand a word
She knows she left me stirred-
Up against my emotions
Helpless, with such notions
Her fragrant coconut shampoo traces through the air
The dreams I'll have now that she's gone, she has no cause to care.
I couldn't help but stare -
she left behind a fantasy that prior wasn't there.
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It really upsets me when some one only posts shit about their self hatred. After awhile I get pretty agitated by it considering the fact that my feed is spammed with these kind of posts. It also makes me feel slightly depressed when I come across large amounts of post like these on people's accounts. It makes them seem like they have to post about their problems instead of facing them head on.
"No one could ever love me for me."
"Everyone always stabs me in the back." "I just want to be loved"
"I'm so ugly no one should talk to me"
"At the beach rn. There are so many attractive people here I feel so out of place"
So I guess all those really nice things me and all of my friends say to people like this is meaningless. I feel like every time I say something nice, my compliment is rejected.
I know self esteem is something really hard to struggle with, trust me. But doesn't it seem a little "off" that all your posts contian pretty pictures of nature with sad remarks about your self undernea
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Action 2
I awaken, the vast earth's breadth before me,
I stir, and should I die? Nothing can be averted,
because for all my brass confidence,
and for the cataclysms, the catalysts of many plans,
nothing is without and everything is within God's breath.
The ends to invisible adventitious beginnings,
I rush to meet them. I rush outwards,
Breaking my my philosophical circuits.
If I cannot buy a single difference in any predestined matter,
during the heavy breathing from cultural discord,
I cannot afford each preciousness within a step from my awakening.
I am not enlightened,
but now I am not scared.
Then, nothing will hurt me if it will not hurt me.
I have only to gain, and nothing to lose.
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my blood runs cold
as i reach down to hold

it.

now i am unclean,
must wash away the obscene, unseen
from my shivering, frostbitten hands.

my tears have sealed my eyes,
and a lattice of eyelashes block my vision.

if only i could partake
in cellular division.
People make too much noise.
I'm sorry; I have sensitive ears.

Never getting any time away
Is one of my biggest fears.

I prefer to be somewhat alone;
Responsibility rubs me the wrong way.

As much as I want someone to love,
My God has promised He will stay.
Noise Pollution
Contrary to my own belief, I can still rhyme from time to time. I wish I could bring myself to write more than just couplets, but oh well.

This was an interesting poem that just sorta came to me.

I'm an introvert, and a lot of people don't understand that I like myself a heaping helping of alone time. Some juicy get-the-hell-away-from-me time. It's honestly kinda gotten to the point that, despite how much of a hopeless romantic I am, I'd rather be single right now and focus on myself and my spirituality.

Boom. I interpreted it so you didn't have to. Sorry for sucking the fun out of your reading experience.

See ya. <3
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"You're cute until you open your mouth."

Okay.

"You think too much."

Okay.

"You're the dumbest smart-kid I've ever met."

Okay.

"You're too kind for your own good."

Okay.

"You're gorgeous/handsome/sexy/beautiful/a genius/kind."

Thank you.
i know you enjoy these images of my body
but i fear you've already seen too much.

(i'm sorry.)

it's probably for the best if we no longer keep in touch,
or twist, or talk, because i might just hurt you.

(i'm sorry.)

i never really meant to lead you on; i swear it's the truth.
i have needs, my past is dim, and i don't really know what to do.

(i'm sorry.)
1. Who was the last person you held hands with?
I can't remember. ;-;
2. Are you outgoing or shy?
I'm really shy and quiet, especially around girls, but it doesn't take me long to open up around new people. Then I'm kind of the life of the party/social gathering.
3. Who are you looking forward to seeing?
I'm always happy to see my dogs when I get home. There are some people I see from time to time at church and stuff and I like seeing them. I don't get out of the house as much as I probably should besides that though. 
4. Are you easy to get along with?
I try to get along with everyone I meet, because what's the point in not getting along? Just because you and someone don't perfectly see eye-to-eye, doesn't always mean you can't be friends.
5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?
They'd probably help me to my room/house and try to encourage me not to do it again once I'm sober.
6. What kind of people are you attracted to?
Girls who are shorter than me, because I'm short, and want to feel tall. Girls who find my manic personality cute are a no-brainer as well. ._.;
7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now?
I hope so. I get lonely.
8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind?
A girl I met at a church camp who in a way, reminds me of me. For whatever reason, she likes me. I don't know what there is to like about me but I'm not complaining. 
9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?
I mean, I think about it more than I should, but whenever I end up talking about it I find that I stutter a lot and hesitate to use certain words.
10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?
The last I can remember is one of my cousins on the way home from a movie.
11. What does the most recent text that you sent say?
"It's fine. Have a nice day" to someone who had gotten the wrong number.
12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now?
Shooting Star - The Bag Raiders
Every Twenty One Pilots song
Don't Stop Me Now - Queen
Unsteady - X Ambassadors
Land Down Under - Men at Work
13. Do you like it when people play with your hair?
I'd love that if it ever happened. Like, as;dlkfjg;kljgf;a
14. Do you believe in luck and miracles?
I believe more in miracles then in luck. But both yeah.
15. What good thing happened this summer?
Getting to know my cousins better, hanging out with them more.
16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
Yeah, because I make stupid decisions. Actually she wasn't that good at kissing :p
17. Do you think there is life on other planets?
I believe it's possible. And secretly hope we meet other life one day. I've read too many sci-fi novels for it to never happen.
18. Do you still talk to your first crush?
Nope. I think her name was Katie or something, met her in kindergarten. 
19. Do you like bubble baths?
I really honestly prefer showers. 
20. Do you like your neighbors?
I mean both my neighbors are family, so even if I didn't like them, I'd be obligated to be nice. :p
21. What are you bad habits?
I fidget a lot, and talk to myself. I've got other ones but I'm not gonna mention them.
22. Where would you like to travel?
I don't care as long as I get to travel. :D 
23. Do you have trust issues?
As much as I hate to admit it, yeah, I do. It's not for no reason though. I have my reasons, which I'll keep to myself, because I have issues. Yeah.
24. Favorite part of your daily routine?
Going back to sleep. ._.
25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with?
I worry about my height, my hair, and other stuff. Guy stuff, that most guys probably also worry about. I also wish I could grow better facial hair.
26. What do you do when you wake up?
It honestly depends. I usually go back to sleep for a few more hours.
27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?
I mean, I'm okay with being pale. I don't tan, I get sunburnt, and I don't like the way I look when tan either.
28. Who are you most comfortable around?
My cute puppers. Also I'm usually more comfortable around people I don't see in person than people I see day-to-day.
29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up?
Yeah.. 
30. Do you ever want to get married?
..Yeah.. Like, a lot, actually.
31. If your hair long enough for a pony tail?
Yo I could rock a man-bun. Fo' sho.
32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with?
*cough* Aubrey Plaza and Emma Stone *cough cough* ._.;;
33. Spell your name with your chin.
mjnZAc olbn 
34. Do you play sports? What sports?
Do video games count? I used to take martial arts and I ran track my sophomore year of high school. I like to swim. That's about it.
35. Would you rather live without TV or music?
without TV because most of what's on is garbage. I would literally die if I couldn't listen to music.
36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them?
Of course.
37. What do you say during awkward silences?
I often just apologize for being bad at making conversation.
38. Describe your dream girl/guy?
smol cute grill, loves me in spite of how dumb i can be. yes pls <3
39. What are your favorite stores to shop in?
GameStop *_*
40. What do you want to do after high school?
I have no idea. I'm scared I'll never be able to figure myself out, and that I'll be a burden on my family and society. (Too deep, swim up)
41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
I believe that very deeply. There are things I've done for which I don't even deserve to be alive, but I am. I believe everyone should be offered forgiveness and love.
42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean?
If I'm by myself, that's normal. If I'm with family, it's because they're talking over me. If I'm with friends, I'm probably sad or angry about something.
43. Do you smile at strangers?
Sometimes. Either that or I give a polite wave.
44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?
Both would be awesome but I'd have to pick space. Space is beautiful and terrifying all at the same time and I love it a;sdlkgjf I love looking up at the stars at night soooo much sdfjl;k
45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning?
The desire to not be useless.
46. What are you paranoid about?
I get paranoid about people who I know have no reason to dislike me or lie to me. I end up thinking that they've lied to me or are trying to exclude me from stuff, even when there's not any evidence to back up my fears. Happened really recently. I felt dumb about it, didn't tell anyone except a cousin of mine.
47. Have you ever been high?
Nope.
48. Have you ever been drunk?
Yeah. Spiced rum is bad for you m'kay? It'll make you try to invite every young woman on your college campus back to your dorm with you. M'KAY?
49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about?
Yeah. Haven't we all?
50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore?
Orange I guess.
51. Ever wished you were someone else?
I'm sure I have, nothing comes to mind though.
52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself?
I wish that I was a little taller sometimes, or that I could concentrate better on things.
53. Favourite makeup brand?
._.
54. Favourite store?
GameStop. Or places with food. I like Sheetz because I like to get the milkshakes.
55. Favourite blog?
What is a b-l-o-g? 
56. Favourite colour?
Green. Or blue, or red. I dunno. I like colors.
57. Favourite food? 
Probably spaghetti. Nevermind, chicken. I love chicken.
58. Last thing you ate?
Chicken. Delicious chick-chick.
59. First thing you ate this morning?
Nothing yet.
60. Ever won a competition? For what?
I won a spelling bee in grade school. The word I spelled to win was vanilla. My mom said she saw me get this little smirk when they read the word to me, because I'd known that I had won. I lost a spelling bee after that and was so mad at myself I started crying. There is no e at the end of mattress. It is not a word of French origin. fldkaj;lkj
61. Been suspended/expelled? For what?
I've probably been suspended before. 
62. Been arrested? For what?
BEING TOO DAMN HOT, DAMN. DAYUMN. nothing i'm a very unremarkable person .-.
63. Ever been in love? 
I don't wanna talk about it. ._.
64. Tell us the story of your first kiss?
I was in the gifted program with this girl. This girl thought I was cute, so she actually offered to kiss me on the bus if I sat next to her. I was like "hell yeah i get to kiss a girl wowzers" so I did and she just kinda leaned over and pecked me on the lips. and, my heart kind of jumped into my brain. She and I may have started making out on the way to where we took our gifted program classes. I ended up dating her for a little bit.
65. Are you hungry right now?
GIVE ME FOOD PLS
66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends?
I don't have a tumblr anymore.
67. Facebook or Twitter?
Twitter, but I hate social media in general.
68. Twitter or Tumblr?
^
69. Are you watching tv right now?
No, but I'll probably end up watching Ellen with my grandmother.
70. Names of your bestfriends? 
Jared, Kristopher, and Matthew, and Nancy. 
71. Craving something? What?
the sexies, but usually just food. the first thing is because of them gosh-darned hormones and what not
72. What colour are your towels?
There's a blue one and a red one.
72. How many pillows do you sleep with
Two.
73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
I have a Gengar plushie but he's more a decoration than anything. He'll probably get revenge by using Dream Eater on me.
74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have?
Just the one.
75. Favourite animal?
Sharrrskskss. dooo DO DDOOOO DO DODDODODODODODODOODOD sharks
76. What colour is your underwear?
I have gray camo boxer briefs on :3
77. Chocolate or Vanilla?
that's hard. next question.
78. Favourite ice cream flavour?
vanilla, or mint chocolate chip, or butter pecan, or
79. What colour shirt are you wearing?
black
80. What colour pants?
gray, red, and white pajama bottoms
81. Favourite tv show?
bizarre foods with MA BOY ANDREW ZIMMERN
82. Favourite movie?
I can't think of one. Probably Jumanji.
83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2?
wut
84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street?
Get in loser, we're watching 21 Jump Street.
85. Favourite character from Mean Girls?
wut
86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo?
Dory, or the seagulls.
87. First person you talked to today?
My grandmother.
88. Last person you talked to today?
My grandmother. I live with her.
89. Name a person you hate?
I don't like hating people.
90. Name a person you love?
I try to love everyone. :D
91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now?
No das mean dun do it
92. In a fight with someone?
I've come close. I've thrown punches but I've never been in a full on fight.
93. How many sweatpants do you have?
I usually wear nothing but sweatpants and pj bottoms unless I have to go out.
94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have?
many
95. Last movie you watched?
i dunno
96. Favourite actress?
not sure
97. Favourite actor?
Bryan Cranston, probably
98. Do you tan a lot?
what does t-a-n mean?
99. Have any pets?
yes they're precious babies 
100. How are you feeling?
alright i guess
101. Do you type fast?
Yes. Idk know how fast, but I've had people comment on it while talking over chat.
102. Do you regret anything from your past?
Yeah..
103. Can you spell well?
I can but there are certain words that always trip me up. Like exercise. Well, it used to trip me up. I dunno.
104. Do you miss anyone from your past?
Of course. But, it's the past.
105. Ever been to a bonfire party?
A few with family and friends.
106. Ever broken someone’s heart?
Yeah, I'd feel bad about it and then move on. Hopefully they did too. I completely shattered this one person and I still feel horrible about it sometimes. 
107. Have you ever been on a horse?
Yes. They're nice. I like petting them and feeding them grass.
108. What should you be doing?
Probably getting a job or something.
109. Is something irritating you right now?
Nothing at the moment.
110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?
HNNNGGHHHGLASDJKG;FDLGKJ
111. Do you have trust issues?
Heh. 
112. Who was the last person you cried in front of?
Probably my grandmother. I was talking to her about something really personal.
113. What was your childhood nickname?
"Jakey" "Jacoby" "Jakey-poo" That last one is what one of my grandmas calls me.
114. Have you ever been out of your province/state?
I've lived here almost my whole life.
115. Do you play the Wii?
The Wii in 2017 LUL
116. Are you listening to music right now?
Nothing at the moment. I can guarantee I will be later.
117. Do you like chicken noodle soup?
YESSS
118. Do you like Chinese food?
YESSSSSSSSSSS
119. Favourite book?
too many pls don't ask
120. Are you afraid of the dark?
A little. I kinda conquered that fear a little bit when I walked a few miles away from my house in the middle of the night, with no flashlight, for a girl.
121. Are you mean?
Not really. However I recently lost a friend because of my temper, so I'm really trying to get better with it. I don't like hurting people. Like I physically can't stand it so I'm really trying to do better. I feel really bad about it.
122. Is cheating ever okay?
I've been cheated on, and I've cheated. It's wrong. I don't want to talk about it anymore than that.
123. Can you keep white shoes clean?
White shoes are boring, I'd rather wear something with color.
124. Do you believe in love at first sight?
I'm not sure. I feel like it's your personality that will inevitably draw you in with someone. Appearances can be the icebreaker, but you'll have to get to know them before anything meaningful can happen.
125. Do you believe in true love?
Not sure.
126. Are you currently bored?
No, I'm doing this thing.
127. What makes you happy?
Cuddling and kisses and food and music and video games and books and
128. Would you change your name?
I'm pretty okay with my current one.
129. What your zodiac sign?
Taurus
130. Do you like subway?
it's one of my favorites
131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?
I kinda like her too, so I'd probably ask her out.
132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?
;dflaskjg;falkdsfja;sdflk i already told you asdlfjg;k
133. Favourite lyrics right now?
"I'm in love with a shooting star, but she moves so fast, when she falls then I'll be waiting."
134. Can you count to one million?
Why the hell would I? lmao
135. Dumbest lie you ever told?
Too many to count.
136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed?
Closed. 
137. How tall are you?
5'5"
138. Curly or Straight hair?
Straight but it gets wavy as it grows, and just kinda gets outta control.
139. Brunette or Blonde?
For my hair, or others? I'm never dying my hair, but other people can do what they want.
140. Summer or Winter?
winter because then i don't have to feel ashamed about being an antisocial shut-in :D
141. Night or Day?
night, stars are beautiful, i just like staring up at them and focusing on something other than my own issues for a little bit
142. Favourite month?
I dunno.
143. Are you a vegetarian?
I need to eat meat or I'll die. I. Will. Die.
144. Dark, milk or white chocolate?
Why not all 3? :D
145. Tea or Coffee?
Both but I like tea more.
146. Was today a good day?
It's been alright.
147. Mars or Snickers?
Snickers because I've never had a Mars before.
148. What’s your favourite quote?
"Heyyy, that's pretty gooood."
149. Do you believe in ghosts?
Not really, but I like reading ghost stories.
150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page?
"I use my shield as a snowboard to descend from the shrine. Different"
  • Reading: GameInformer
  • Watching: JoJo's Bizarre Adventure
  • Playing: Smite

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Jacob
Artist | Hobbyist | Literature
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I write poetry when I can't stand keeping my words inside anymore.

I struggle with anxiety, depression, and am a recovering porn addict. If you're struggling with anything similar, and you need a friend to talk to, I'll do my best to remind you that you are valuable and loved.

I am a Christian, and while I won't shove my religion down your throat, don't be afraid to ask me questions about my faith if you're curious. I'll answer to the best of my knowledge.

And, above all, I hope you have a wonderful day! :D
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LadyLincoln Featured By Owner 2 days ago  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you for :+fav:ing, my dear! :hug:
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Fawn-de-menthol Featured By Owner 6 days ago  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you very much for enjoying "Haunting Reveries Of What Might Have been"! It means a lot to me!
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RightAtria Featured By Owner 6 days ago  Hobbyist Writer
Your poetry is lovely, and I'm looking forward to reading more from you. :)
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Fawn-de-menthol Featured By Owner 6 days ago  Hobbyist Writer
Thank you! I intend not to disappoint! :huggle:
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RightAtria Featured By Owner 6 days ago  Hobbyist Writer
:)
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You're the only one who likes any of my writing <3 lol. Thanks!
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RightAtria Featured By Owner Jun 16, 2017  Hobbyist Writer
give it time, i doubt i'll be the only one for long! <3
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Sandyrockdragon Featured By Owner Jun 13, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank-you so much for the watch! I hope you have a wonderful day/night! Heart 
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RightAtria Featured By Owner Jun 13, 2017  Hobbyist Writer
<3
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WindMeister8 Featured By Owner Jun 5, 2017
ahh and thank you for the watch too!! :love:
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